Fic: Dissipation (Master Post)

[varkelton]

Dissipation
By varkelton
© 11/11/10





Artist: lightthesparks
Link to lightthesparks' art post of hawtness: Art Post

Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Word count: ~ 18,000
Warnings aka Enticements: Sex pollen of the magical variety, Dub-con, Angst, First time, One-sided UST.

Disclaimer: Do you suppose if I asked sweetly, the boys would give themselves to me? Yeah, I know, not after they read my stories. Darn! Labor of love. No profit.
Betas: tifaching, justmmy, vodou_blue and rivestra
Cheerleaders: snarkgoddess and locknkey
Thanks: a_phoenixdragon and rivestra for the prompts.

Summary: The hope for a life beyond the hunt hadn't been the only reason Sam ran away to Stanford; he had also been running way from Dean. When normal went up in flames along with Jess, Sam needed Dean more than ever... but Sam knew that Dean would never stay if he ever learned what haunted Sam's dreams.

AN: Begins towards the end of the Pilot and goes AU from there. No spoilers for anything unaired.
Written for lightthesparks' loveyoulikesin Sam/Dean Mini Big Bang

|  Part One  |  Part Two  |

Single file downloads of my stories can be found at AO3.

Comments

[rivestra.livejournal.com]

\o/ YOU POSTED!

(Me no Beta! Me just lowly reader who got to read it first)

[varkelton]

Oh shush. It may not have been up to your usual standards of thoroughness but your suggestions were still quite helpful!!!!!

[locknkey.livejournal.com]

Yay - finished!! \o/

Reading later today. :) *excited*

[varkelton]

\o/ So glad you are looking forward to it, darling!

[a-phoenixdragon.livejournal.com]

Ohhh, I so look forward to reading this!!! Eeeeeee!!

*Adores you!!*

And this...this is all your brilliance, bb!!

[varkelton]

::Adores you right back!!!!::

Edition 1,883

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[justmmy.livejournal.com]

YES! *does a jig* Love, love, love. And the artwork! Oh man, I'm so glad to see something you wrote (something amazing!!!) get such beautiful artwork to go with it.

*hugs and lovins and squees*

Okay. Sorry. I'm done.

[varkelton]

I think I have been extremely lucky with the art I've gotten with my stories, but lightthesparks is absolutely amazing. ::Nods::

And never apologize for squee, darling boy! Squee is what makes LJ turn!

::Smothers you in hugs and kisses::

::Looks down fondly at fckh8 bracelet::

[justmmy.livejournal.com]

I adore you *hugs* And yay! I'm glad you like your bracelet!

[vodou-blue.livejournal.com]

Yay! It posted! \o/

[varkelton]

\o/ Thanks for your help, darling!

[vodou-blue.livejournal.com]

You're welcome. That artwork is wonderful!

[varkelton]

Yes, it really, really is...

Edition 1,890

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[maerhys.livejournal.com]

Congrats! ☆ Your fic is recced here (http://sawedoff-recs.livejournal.com/125689.html) at sawedoff_recs.

[varkelton]

\o/

sunday - sam/dean porn

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[locknkey.livejournal.com]

Congrats! You were recced by out team here at crack_impala

Cursed Boys: Sex Pollen & Fuck-or-Die

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[ritaspecialk.livejournal.com]

Brilliant work! *_* I adore this fanfic!))) I like the stories like this... with angst and happy end) Thank you very much! :*

[varkelton]

Thank you! I aim to please!!! :)