varkelton | Fic: Dissipation (Master Post)

Dissipation
By varkelton
© 11/11/10

Artist:

lightthesparks
Link to lightthesparks' art post of hawtness: Art Post

Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Word count: ~ 18,000
Warnings aka Enticements: Sex pollen of the magical variety, Dub-con, Angst, First time, One-sided UST.

Disclaimer: Do you suppose if I asked sweetly, the boys would give themselves to me? Yeah, I know, not after they read my stories. Darn! Labor of love. No profit.
Betas:

tifaching,

justmmy,

vodou_blue and

rivestra
Cheerleaders:

snarkgoddess and

locknkey
Thanks:

a_phoenixdragon and

rivestra for the prompts.

Summary: The hope for a life beyond the hunt hadn't been the only reason Sam ran away to Stanford; he had also been running way from Dean. When normal went up in flames along with Jess, Sam needed Dean more than ever... but Sam knew that Dean would never stay if he ever learned what haunted Sam's dreams.

AN: Begins towards the end of the Pilot and goes AU from there. No spoilers for anything unaired.
Written for lightthesparks' loveyoulikesin Sam/Dean Mini Big Bang

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